dates to remember:
2 November - Class BBQ outing
6 & 10 November - Express maths papers
18 November - Club Momo performance
17 - 23 Decemember - Taiwan and HK escapade

went to vivocity the day before yesterday
with benny and chin sian. i called sbs transit
as the plan that day was for me to get the sbs bus model
single deck small toy at $49. so i called the hotline.
no one answered. i called the transitlink hotline this time.
a lady picked up the phone and i told her about not able to get thru
the other hotline so she said said "hi sir, how can i help you?"
i told her "i would like to buy the single deck sbs transit bus model"
lol. if only i phrased my sentence properly as she was stunned
as if i wanted to buy the real size bus model.
we went to tampines to get chin sian his software
then went to vivocity walk walk.
then went back to hometown pasir ris..
benny cut hair while chin sian and i walk rounds (practically)
so we went to benny's house the void deck
and went back home.
with that, see yas!

<<mym>>
 - dEREk -

Date: 18 November 2006, Saturday
Venue: Club Momo
Address: Central Mall, 5 Magazine Lane
Time: 7pm - 10pm
Age Limit: Above 18
Ticket: Contact me at $16!

<<mym>>
 - dEREk -

Special 

Hey J
It's been a long time since
I've seen you last
A half and twenty-six years
(My time is fast)
I'm well
Though I've gone through
Some deep changes in my life
It hasn't been easy
Oh no not for me
It's been difficult at times
Sometimes I'd sit down and cry
And ask God oh why

I know how you're feelin'
Same thing I did deal with
Ya not as alone
As you may feel
You see but oh
It catches up to us fast
We have to deal with our past
I know it's painful but
There you'll find specialness
'Cause everybody needs to feel real special

We need to remember
The love lies deep within ourselves
We have to want it so
It starts with us and no one else
We must learn
We're all born with specialness inside of us

I have the need
To feel real special too

You see you can't run away from your pain
Because wherever you run there you will be
You have to learn to water your spiritual garden
Then you will be free

I know how you're feelin'
Same thing I did deal with
Ya not as alone
As you may feel
You see but oh
It catches up to us fast
We have to deal with our past
I know it's painful but
There you'll find specialness
'Cause everybody needs to feel real special

We need to remember
The love lies deep within ourselves
We have to want it so
It starts with us and no one else
We must learn
We're all born with specialness inside of us

a day to remember
. 21 October 2005 .

friday night edition

strangely
have you ever wonder why we humans throw tantrum?
oddly
why do us humans throw more tantrum when others are around?

<<mym>>
 - dEREk -

heyy! its been a long time!
only a week however many things happened!
i cannot even chrologicalise them!
okay. first, i may be performing at Club Momo.
Despite all negative remarks, I will try my best.
second, the haze was bad this week, but has improved today!
hopefully the wind directions stays this way. easy buddy. lol

okay frankly, i seriously cannot
a single thing right now.
let me slow things down to recall things.

okay we are had early bridging programme
which started the day after Ns.
on that night, i followed my parents to Malaysia,
visited JB to shop as well as The Store.
went back home, slept, maths remedial.
Okay.. haha. things went pretty much the same...
so until yesterday,
Benny, Jun Xiang and I went to watch Silk.
I was practically covering my eyes. quite an improvement to me.
lol! because last time i used to cover my ears as the music scares us.
at least got ending! not so bad.

Today!
out with firdaus to buy 5 year series for nat,
then we headed for bowling. it was his first time bowling.
not bad for him i thought .. from first game - 26 to a whooping 42. 
for me .. was 140 to 135, a decreased! AHH! lol
wanted to play pool but think i was tired, so was he..
so we went home by noon.

/ back to square one
maths maths maths this two days
next week as well as week after!!
see you soooooooooooooooooon!
<<mym>>
- dEREk -

Chaos.
When I feel that I did something wrong.
Chaos.
When I feel selfish.
Chaos.
When I do not want to communicate.
That's chaos.

N levels has just ended yesterday
and I am still feeling very disappointed
in myself in many areas. I felt I could have done better.
It's all over. ITE? Secondary 5? Work? *sigh*
<<mym>>
 - dEREk -