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    February 28

    what it feels like

    Great. I think i pass my d&t. current homework is to complete 8 ideations. i have not touched on any as i'm stuck in a moment that i can't get out of. amaths we have chapter 17, 19, 21 if i'm not wrong before we start our o and n level revision. i have a disappointing 29/40 marks. nazirull who was absent today scored a astonishing 34/40! we had chemistry test today on periodic table. gp I: alkali metals, gp VII - halogens, gp VII - noble gases. after that, mdm zubaidah took us for assembly. how i miss. but that must move on. lunch break. wasn't really one for me as i had no $$. d&t remedial started at 2:30 to 3:30 and teacher left to get something and got me sleeping until she came back. firda and i were feeling very lethargic and he told the teacher if we could be released 10 minutes earlier as we were like practically staring through the drawing paper. we left the d&t room but it didn't ended there for me. saw jun xiang. it felt like a transition from one event (P) to another event (P) in madonna's confessions on a dance floor cd that did not really stop but kept on moving. we went to the learning room without shini and justin. shini was supposed to meet me at the library. i forgot. anyway, she had to go off. justin had dental ppointment. we took off our shoes and entered the room. we sat down beside my juniors in photography club whom i know that it was also their first time attending the meeting. there were 3 men in charge. seems familiar as they performed on cny performance. started by talking about history of chinese ochestra and stuff. everyone looked aimlessly trying to understand and get used to the atmosphere. i wondered what happen if shini was around. chinese speaking was everywhere. now, it was time to choose 2 desired instruments of our choice and a teacher in charge (tic)  will pick the most suitable. at this time, my juniors disappeared out of the room. jun xiang was about to stand up and walk out as well. i pursuaded him to stay on. it was rather hard. then we came to no choice. the (tic) walked over and asked what were our choice. jun xiang said that he wanted to take the flute but it was being taken. i asked him if there was any other instruments. he walked to the back. took out an instrument, gave it to us. it was ours where we could bring home and practice! wow! everyone looked as if they had never seen it. it was a cello that i believed it has not been used before. jun xiang and i were satisfied with that. =) used it for the feeling. there was the 25 minutes break. then went to classroom 3e5 to try and try..dismissed at around 6:10. i felt awkard as i'm in photography, a highly respected possition. however, in CO, i am treated as a JUNIOR! lol.. i hate that. but it has to start somewhere. think i better sign off here..see yas. and yes, i am tired. good night peoples!
    <<mym>>
     - dEREk -
    February 27

    just like a prayer

    life is a mystery
    everyone must stand alone
    i hear you call my name
    and it feels like home
    ~ like a prayer - madonna
    nice concept of video
    too bad it is ban in s'pore
    a sense of weirdness and *negativity
    unlike my usual and positivity that filled the air
    in my classroom when she entered the class room
    i totally have no idea why was i having
    a taste of 'the great depression' even after she
    walked out of the classroom from the last period
    . she is ms rachael tan . familiar; being my 'o5 form cher
    there should be chemistry
    test tomorrow on the periodic table
    d&t tml as well as remedial [consultations]
    with CO officially tml =) 

    <<mym>>
     - dEREk -
    February 25

    u'll never jalan alone

    If I should stay
    I would only be in your way
    So I'll go, but I know
    I'll think of you every step of the way
    And I will always love you
    Bittersweet memories
    That is all I'm taking with me

    So goodbye please don't cry
    We both know I'm not what you, you need

    just love this song by whitney houston
    < i will always love you >

    set off for the 10km hike and saw nobody
    familiar only benny, shini, randal and others
    but still we rarely talk to each other as they were
    with their respective friends leaving me out
    was on bus one with mr joe and saw a few teachers
    walked on the treetop the second time
    mr chow was on my nerve this event as he just can't
    differentiate from school and fun outdoor activity
    he talked to me as if we were in school being so formal
    and when ms tan needed him to take a group picture
    with her red cross members, mr chow simply said:
    "..call the photographer to take lah.."
    i mean like can't he just help people out?
    came back home at 2:30p.m.
    slept till 6:40p.m.
    and *pops!
    right here on the computer
    see yas!

    <<mym>>
     - dEREk -

    February 24

    failed maths

    yeah, i failed
    maths =(
    I COUNTED WRONGLY
    how could this be the 21th entry?
    i got back my chem marks
    and was rather satisfied
    23 / 30
    got back my express maths
    test paper and achieved
    32 / 50
    forgot how much i got for english
    went to kfc with jun xiang,
    justin,
    choh wai,
    today after sch0ol
    . yUmmy..
    signed up for n level
    isn't is scary?
    duty on TAF ppl
    on a hike tml
    see yas
    <<mym>>
     - dEREk -
    February 20

    20th entry

    celebrating:
    20th entry
    20th february
    - dropping d&t -
    i'm about to tell my d&t
    cher tml that i will proceed
    with my final decision
    however while deciding,
    my classmates are telling me
    "eh, don't lah..accompany me"
    "its easy lah..just hand in hw on time"
    but i have my own decision that is
    01) i can't cope
    02) a subject that is totally diff. from the rest
    03) a lot of things to do for those marks; not worth it
    will talk about a few things related as well
    today was suppost to have
    [o]* meeting but mr joe
    did not come..
    anyway i had no time to
    get things for the notice board
    over the weekend
    . . .
    had sCH0ol dna course today
    it was da[m]n boring
    i was the first one to be choosen
    by the teacher in charge..
    how unlucky
    firdaus and i were teasing
    at how she pronounced
    very = wery
    e-mail = e-meaw
    i believe that teacher is station
    in our [o]* room.. hm..
    okay..today we had
    emaths test n[a] paper..
    hopefully i did well
    and..let see..i got 30/40
    with 19/25
    total will be 49/65
    for my e.maths CLASS test.......
    or was it amaths? haha..either way
    i'm going out of my mind
    all the answers to my questions
    i'll have to find
    and yep, going into old songs now..
    radio tuned to class 95
    am i talking to much?
    giving too much details for a blog?
    haha..anyway..waiting for C0 to start
    cannot wait seriously..should i take the..
    flute? or the..whatt?? i forgot..anyway
    see what would i take
    as we only have to remembers from
    numbers 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8
    ahaha..see yas!
    <<mym>>
     - dEREk -
    February 15

    what's neXt?

    skates on a dance floor?
    skating on a dance floor?

    --
    ok.. i am watching
    my diet right now
    haha..
    i have been eating
    cafe cartel cakes,  ever since
    my sister & brother have been working
    and claiming that they go half price
    after a certain timing of the day [9:30 pm plus]
    i am actually eating one now // chocolate with white flakes

    --
    i have this BIG pimple on my left cheek
    [and its definately not the only one]
    i think it is 2 pimples join to become one
    haha..*analysing* its about 0.8 cm in diameter

    !!
    happy late valentines day to couples =D
    happy 64th wartime day! *creepy..
    hm..did i missed any wishes?
    - CO STARTS NEXT WEEK -
    <<mym>>
     - dEREk -
    February 11

    piX discription

    friday's here again
    **jumps for joy__
    wed
    4n1 followed sec 1
    to town and i was supposed
    to be on duty however i was like
    rather tired of taking pictures and also
    i was already on duty to be road marshals
    cip hours:  three
    i was with firda, ah jun was with ah bu, etc, ..
    firda & i choose a shady area beside vch
    victoria concert hall. waited for sec ones to
    arrive at scene..*waits..
    walked the sheeps back to ranch
    took 2 class pictures
    one candid, one not-so-candid
    will post the candid =)


    took other friends photos
    haha.. won't post them here
    i wish more outings like these
    would appear haha..crazy?

    Thursday
    this morning, 3am
    there was a premiere of the video
    on mtv in s'pore but didn't catch it
    saw the video online
    "Sorry" by mad-0-nna
    indeed co0l and crazy!
    however i hate the part where she gets
    different guys into the car
    back to s'pore
    i passed my 2.4KM run!!
    ahah..i think i got 2nd
    ah jun was first!
    timing: 12:42
    may not be that wonderful to you
    but it is to me =)
    Singapore's tape of the encore
    Grammys'06 was alittlesort!
    co0l effect how mad-0-nna
    walked pass Gorillaz!


    to me, after madonna + gorillaz performed
    the whole show was boring..
    haha..slept for Friday to come

    Friday
    is it me or am i still stuck to the song
    "Sorry" i realised that video is different from
    album and radio edit. isn't that co0l?? haha..
    sick also.. i was writting rubbish on my journal book
    2 pm was a moment of truth for my brother
    i am da[m]n f**ked up as my brother had 15 points
    my sister had 13 pts back in sec 4, and its my turn next year
    for o levels..i think i can possibly just drop dead!
    gosh!..ah.... monday is: science common test
    it made me think twice spending time chatting on msn!
    i just feel like.. signing off now

    <<mym>>
    - dEREk -

    February 05

    try harder

    met jun xiang at mrt station
    at 7:15a.m. then took the
    train down to simei.. 
    alighted the train and waited
    patiently. first jocelyn
    showed up, then boarded
    the train with jason and shu ting
    jun xiang and i was in a team for some reason
    this was my first time doing such thing
    this was his second though
    most look at us & saw the evil side of s'poreans
    moslty were aunty and jc/poly ppl
    - - -
    places we visited
    01) Lavander
    - eat with gang
    - wasted 1/2 hr [8:30]
    ** yi jun & jing wen joined

    02) Orchard
    - damn it! two guys took the place
    - rather early no one would be here
    - got my first donation!

    03) Bishan
    - walked the heartlands
    - most malays @ community centre donated
    - junction8 was xyz
    - yi jun and jing wen watched "fearless" [abt 10+]

    walked to suntec - took the wrong/long way
    met jay dave at city hall

    04) Suntec
    - escalator outside was the greatest!
    - jun xiang was in front of me, i was nearer to ground
    - met nicholas; elisa, phobe, justin, etc..

    **  met choh wai 
    [at this point i was fed-up & jealous of his earnings]
    [felt humiliated as he ket saying how stupid was i]
    [told me to have more initiative in asking everyone]
    [jun xiang and i ran far from him; to no avail]
    [met back at city hall mrt]

    05) Bugis
    - introduced by choh wai, outside mrt, and bus stop
    - not bad earnings
    - started raining however jun and i stayed on to show "sincerity [haha..]
    - most earnings to least: choh wai > me > jun xiang

    - Lavander to return -
    was wondering..
    is it a good idea to use students to kill
    cip hours by doing these kinda "volunteering" work?
    as how can you do a projection of effort
    to get such money?
    some may put in hard work, but public may not respond
    some may not know abt the places to ask for donations
    in the end, how can one tell that he/she did a good 6hr
    CIP job?
    went to change
    jun and choh was wearing
    collar t-shirts
    went to tampines>cafe cartel
    choh left first as he had chingay performance
    went home
    *dead on bed*
    have ss common test this monday
    watch madonna/gorillaz at the grammys
    on channel fiVe - opening ceremony!
    9 am is the live telecast
    10 pm is the encore
    =) next week we'll meet again
    no one i know would be reading this
    so i will take this blog as a dairy
    do like it or not whatever i post
    <<mym>>
     - dEREk -
    February 03

    // moving on >>

    songs on my playlist
    - James Blunt - You're Beautiful -
    - Madonna - Sorry -
    - Madonna - Hung Up -
    - 周杰倫 - 髮如雪 -
    - Usher - You Remind Me -
    - Usher - Burn -
    Something happen on wed
    2 years ago - miss janet had her first
    performance for 04 at the superbowl
    also i threw in the towel and wanted to
    take my time and enjoy before its too late
    yesturday
    heavy day
    physics results - 7r1r2/15
    ! 加油 !
     ss consultation from 2:30-3:30
    debate supporting at 4:30-5:30
    i knew that justin and barnabas
    tried not to turn up and so shini
    would 100% look for me to replace
    i turn 'read' a book instead of
    joining the crowd watching other classes
    doing the debate on other topics
    time goes by..then..
    "derek! why are you hiding there?! we need you!"
    "-_
    i dragged firdaus to be the third speaker, i was the 2nd
    it was both humorous and difficult to control my laughter
    we lost, but with fun! ahaha..ended at 5:15pm
    surprise gift from firdaus . truely appriciated .
    went home, dinner at grandma's house void deck
    same old cny dinner - loud bass, F&N bottle on a table for 10.
    WON THE 3RD PRIZE IN LUCKY DRAW!
    ♪♫ i should be so lucky..♫♪
    finished at 11:00pm
    went home
    did h.w.
    today!
    CME share ourselves
    don't think dirrty! we were
    supposed to bring something that
    represents one i was choosen as 3rd
    after jun xiang, liyana..haha..i brought..
    a picture of ciara, mad0nna, janet jackson
    "i love dancing..but not in front of ppl"
    haha..does it even make sense??
    anyway..i have flag day tml
    see how it goes..
    haha..
    =)
    <<mym>>
     - dEREk -